While I was listening to KTIS in a car, I heard this song (below). I was blessed to remember that God knows my past, what I am facing, and what the future holds. That allowed me to surrender to the plans that He has for my life. Even if no one else understands or knows what is going on inside my head, God knows and He is holding me in His hands and dancing over me.
No One Else Knows - Building 429
My world is closing in
On the inside but I'm not showing it
And all I am is crying out
I hold it in and fake the smiles
'Til I'm broken, I'm broken
Only One could understand
And only One can hold the hand
Of the broken, of the broken
When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proof and real
When no one else cares where I've been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in Your arms again
I need no explanation
Of "Why me?"
I just need confirmation
When only You could understand
The emptiness inside my head
I am falling, I'm falling
I'm falling down upon my knees
To find the One who gives me peace
I am flying, Lord I'm flying
When no one else knows how I feel
Your love for me is proof and real
When no one else cares where I've been
You run to me with outstretched hands
And You hold me in Your arms again
And I come to You in search of faith
'Cause I can't see beyond this place
Oh You are God and I am man
So I leave it in Your hands